I Wrote This To Clear My Head

I love gay people, and I’ve come to the point to where I don’t know what my sexuality is. I think, and feel like I want to be a guy, but only to be with a guy. I want to be a guy, and be gay. My friends tell me that I basically want anal. Yes, and no. I love the fact of being with the same gender, but want to be with a guy, and be the same gender. It probably doesn’t make sense. I just don’t like girls. I like guys in a gay way.